Screaming Inside

Posted by Maggie on Sep 2, '08 12:00 AM for everyone

"Paano pipiliting pigilan ang isang pusong nananabik sa pangako ng isang bagong umaga?" -Magkabilang Mundo, Vic Dancel

Gumising akong mabigat and dibdib. Para bang may kirot na kahit kailanman ay hindi na maaalis. Kulang. Kulang na ang pagkatao ko. Wala na. Wala na si Mama Taba.

Ma, alam kong masaya ka na diyan. Kasama mo na si Tita Jing. Mami-miss ka namin. Hindi na kita mayayakap. Wala nang tatawag sakin ng Magdalena Ya Matos!

Masakit. Masakit isipin na kahit anong pilit ko, hindi ko na muling mayayakap, mahahalikan, makakasama, at makikita ang pinakamamahal kong lola.

Panginoon, ikaw na po ang bahala sa kanya. Bye Ma.

Tags: mama taba, death

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marymimi wrote on Sep 2, '08

hugs hugs.. condolence po... ~_~

maggieoodles wrote on Sep 2, '08

marymimi said

hugs hugs.. condolence po

thank you mi. hugs hugs

themarianchronicles wrote on Sep 15, '08

Remember by C.R.

Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;

When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day

You tell me of our future that you plann'd:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.

Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave

A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

maggieoodles wrote on Sep 17, '08

themarianchronicles said

Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

thanks for the poem (or song?) marian sweetie

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